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35 day Liquid Luminescent Feast of Love: journal one

Today is the first day of a liquid fast with my sister and roommate, Dakota. I am entitling this the liquid luminescent feast of love. The intention is to experience optimal health and to feel really good. For me this has culminated into a commitment I wasn't even aware of until last night. I had forgot about it, but shot up out of bed and said "JUICE!". lol

My most sincere intent with this commitment though is to support Dakota as she embarks on a personal journey. We will need some support at times, and will look to each other for encouragement. It will be as easy as we intend it to be. Taking on an all liquid diet is not a "mountain of a task", and since we have both been on this path for a while, so it will not really shock to our systems.

I embrace my body's divine right to release any cravings that come up, if they do at all. I also feel like my mind is well prepared for this. It is in alignment with my present running mantra. My body can handle anything, it is the mind that needs the fine tuning. She, my healthy beautiful body, is ecstatic at this commitment, and she is rooting herself in my mind. My heart, my cellular memory is also whispering "This is where you have always been headed, come this way, a little further little one."

And so, as it always is and will be, this is a spiritual journey to my true self. I am magnetically drawn into that which I truly am. I tune into my thoughts and release the belief systems around food that limit my ability to truly love myself, and in doing so, expands my ability to become the unconditional love that permeates all relationships already.

Tomorrow we are also attending the Kindred Spirit workshop hosted by the founders of Cafe Gratitude. True teachers in the wisdom of action and being an authentic self abundance that is already right here right now. This experience will most definitely be shared alongside my journaling of the liquid luminescent feast of love experience.

I am ready to feast with the love of my future self and the future goddess Dakota, with whom we have not yet met. Oh darlings, I can already tell... you are going to LOVE her!! Me-Ow!


bow ~ namaste ~ purrrr....
(¡arriba!)
~sarah

What did we feast on today?
۞ Breakfast Juice: Red beet, apple, cucumber, celery, carrot, lime, ginger, blueberries...
۞ Lunch Smoothie: Frozen strawberries, banana, coconut oil, salt, deionized structured water, valencia orange...
۞ Sarah's "snack": Brazil nut 'milk' with goji berries, Himalayan salt, little bit of cacao and honey
۞ Sarah's 2nd "snack": Reishi with he-shou-wu and goji hot tea
۞ Dinner Soup: Leftover baby greens, avocado, celery, sprouts (whoops), Himalayan salt, celtic sea salt, raw olive juice, seaweed (nori), roma tomato, yellow onion, cayenne, cumin, cilantro, lemon, lime, deionized structured water, raw tahini, olive oil...

Collective Flight

Lick your wounds and self attune to this new moon
That puts you in alignment with the collective assignment
of coming forth to declare your worth on this earth
that spews an unreal madness and brews illusory sadness.

I momentarily lift my disdain for a structure insane
of its own right to free flight in the realm of the arcane.
Transgress the manifestation that instills the sedation
Of the human elation that reflects our true vibration.

We are the Zen of a multifaceted gem
who are declaring the sharing of true power and caring.
Judgment can never inure the core of our true nature.
In all ways we grow from harshness bestowed
in the hallways of this misplaced ego.

From this space, our colorful feathers
That fly with grace cannot be weathered,
when we know our true self
and the stealth of this graceful endeavor.

Psyclobin Euphoria ۞

While her multiple hands pull multidimensional strands,
she is self aware as her movement traces the air.
Pulsations from the Mother vibrate and cover
the spaces that he places his intention and embraces.

The spores boldly enter the mind-mandala center,
rippling along the string of androgyny and gender.
Contiguous neurons once too timid to meet
Shed their electrochemical clothing and make love in the street.

Let go of the belief in this human story of grief.
Recognize that ego dies with grace and relief.

poetry written for the beautiful piece of multidimensional art above titled 'Psyclobin Euphoria' by Ashley Christudason. In his own words... "We are all part of a collective consciousness, which makes every single one of us connected in some way. You are me, & I am you.

My work is the result of the part of God that is inside me, as well as those who have come before me, and inspired me. I humble myself to all of you."
www.jungle-eye.com

She, My Love...

When my heart is no longer tugging at the chords of a past lover,
I see that I will be able to look fully into your eyes.
To deeply acknowledge the reflection of one another,
To explore and illuminate the caves of your psychology.

I can feel my love slide up through you as if I were in your veins.
She, my love, resides in your body, vibrating a final homecoming;
Stamping out the pride and opening the vulnerable mind.
She pulses with your heart’s electromagnetic energy.

She sends a bubble through time and space at the speed of light,
declaring her arrival, declaring her un-conditions.
I just did not know that it would take me home as well.
That my extension of love truly is my essence, and so…

She, my love, takes me spiraling through your eyes
and your lips into a matrix of gold and silver threads of light.
Here she stays for timeless eternity, at rest in your garden.
My love, her steps are subtle, but they are dancing no less.

In our words, in our dreams, in our sacred dance of passion, we are only truth.
No beginning, no end, we become a dance of balance and trust.
We both breathe our moments, never traveling outside here and now.
We have always been home in each other.

Exchange

You will bare your beautiful skin.
I will smile.
You will lean into me.
I will moisten my lips.

I will break the rolling silence with a levitated rumble.
You will seal the distance with an incantation of yen.
I will lift the small of my back.
You will glide across my oily skin.

We move together as one.
We breathe the tantric cord of connection.
Exchanging psychic glances of knowing,
Smiling in all ways possible.

We sing a duet of movement,
Breathe the auric intertwining.
Penetrating the layers of emotion,
Diving timelessly through the fathomless tapestry
Woven of linen, light and sacred love.

And so it is.

I am increasingly aware of energies, and my feelings of being an empath have spiked within the last couple of days. Just last night, my companion and I went to Wal-mart for some dinner and a movie to rent. The moment I walked in, I felt lost. I felt the pain of the people that wandered the isles. I literally walked around the produce isle with tears in my eyes. I looked at all the produce that was over (or under) sized, and wept about the growing issues in the food industry; about the ignorance of the corporations and the American public to allow such food into their bodies. I know that I need to allow others to have their own reality, and I need to focus on creating mine the way I prefer. I am working on a research paper, and chose the topic of genetically modified foods. If it is not obvious, I will make the point that I highly disagree with the creation of GMO’s and also the growing risks that it will eventually contaminate every organic farm over time. We will no longer have natural food, and we may just send ourselves into the depths of the earth to mutate and evolve into beings with no feeling, like the Greys. I can see this as a possibility on this earth, in this parallel universe. I am shifting back and forth between one that will rise and enter the new age, and one that will fall and destroy itself. Right now, with that statement out in the open, I vow to be in the world that the new age dawns, and we are saved from ourselves. That we all awaken to the truth of reality, that its all a dream. That we take on the role of the shamans, and we become midwives for our mother earth to shift into a higher realm. It’s almost like she is preparing to conceive. If the egg (us) is right then she can conceive and birth into the new reality. If we are not prepared, she will simply wash us away like a menstrual cycle, and begin again with the next egg (in 25,000 years- according to the mayan calendar).

So with all that said, I am going to move into a more positive direction. I am going to channel my higher self and create a reality that is more in vibration to the one I desire. I AM. I am healthy. I am surrounded by beautiful people that share my vision of the collective reality. I am so grateful for the opportunities I have experienced this year, from Reiki to Ricky and Karen, to the Journey Through the Chakras event. I am helping to facilitate this new age through gatherings and awareness. I am working toward supporting myself through energy healing and crafts. I am going to fulfill my vision of building an earthship within the next two years. I love myself as I am perfect right now. There is no other time for me to be. I embrace the coming of the ET’s and I am my true self this very moment. I see the world that John Lennon envisioned. Earthlings are turning everything around right now. We are no longer going to create the same government. I send healing energy to all of my actions that are not in vibration with the new natural world. My car, the house, caffeine/cooked food addiction. I am well on my way to sustainability and being the change I wish to see in the world. I am confident because I know who I really am. I don’t mind if I am judged, and in fact I embrace anything that might not be in my visions. I will be grateful for any situation because I know it is meant to be. It can only help me in my experience. I will not bypass the human aspects of life and enter straight into the Spirit realm of Love and Light. I will balance both, through my love, trust and compassion. I only eat the best foods to my ability. I cleanse myself from those addictions and urges. Upon recognizing a habit or unhealthy craving, I will move through it with grace, and substitute it for something that will benefit the function of my body. I love every being on this planet (and beyond). I send my approval to them for being who they are right now. You are perfect as you are. We will grow together and it will all weave itself together in the most beautiful tapestry of light. And so it is.