I am increasingly aware of energies, and my feelings of being an empath have spiked within the last couple of days. Just last night, my companion and I went to Wal-mart for some dinner and a movie to rent. The moment I walked in, I felt lost. I felt the pain of the people that wandered the isles. I literally walked around the produce isle with tears in my eyes. I looked at all the produce that was over (or under) sized, and wept about the growing issues in the food industry; about the ignorance of the corporations and the American public to allow such food into their bodies. I know that I need to allow others to have their own reality, and I need to focus on creating mine the way I prefer. I am working on a research paper, and chose the topic of genetically modified foods. If it is not obvious, I will make the point that I highly disagree with the creation of GMO’s and also the growing risks that it will eventually contaminate every organic farm over time. We will no longer have natural food, and we may just send ourselves into the depths of the earth to mutate and evolve into beings with no feeling, like the Greys. I can see this as a possibility on this earth, in this parallel universe. I am shifting back and forth between one that will rise and enter the new age, and one that will fall and destroy itself. Right now, with that statement out in the open, I vow to be in the world that the new age dawns, and we are saved from ourselves. That we all awaken to the truth of reality, that its all a dream. That we take on the role of the shamans, and we become midwives for our mother earth to shift into a higher realm. It’s almost like she is preparing to conceive. If the egg (us) is right then she can conceive and birth into the new reality. If we are not prepared, she will simply wash us away like a menstrual cycle, and begin again with the next egg (in 25,000 years- according to the mayan calendar).
So with all that said, I am going to move into a more positive direction. I am going to channel my higher self and create a reality that is more in vibration to the one I desire. I AM. I am healthy. I am surrounded by beautiful people that share my vision of the collective reality. I am so grateful for the opportunities I have experienced this year, from Reiki to Ricky and Karen, to the Journey Through the Chakras event. I am helping to facilitate this new age through gatherings and awareness. I am working toward supporting myself through energy healing and crafts. I am going to fulfill my vision of building an earthship within the next two years. I love myself as I am perfect right now. There is no other time for me to be. I embrace the coming of the ET’s and I am my true self this very moment. I see the world that John Lennon envisioned. Earthlings are turning everything around right now. We are no longer going to create the same government. I send healing energy to all of my actions that are not in vibration with the new natural world. My car, the house, caffeine/cooked food addiction. I am well on my way to sustainability and being the change I wish to see in the world. I am confident because I know who I really am. I don’t mind if I am judged, and in fact I embrace anything that might not be in my visions. I will be grateful for any situation because I know it is meant to be. It can only help me in my experience. I will not bypass the human aspects of life and enter straight into the Spirit realm of Love and Light. I will balance both, through my love, trust and compassion. I only eat the best foods to my ability. I cleanse myself from those addictions and urges. Upon recognizing a habit or unhealthy craving, I will move through it with grace, and substitute it for something that will benefit the function of my body. I love every being on this planet (and beyond). I send my approval to them for being who they are right now. You are perfect as you are. We will grow together and it will all weave itself together in the most beautiful tapestry of light. And so it is.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
The Run, Part I
"The Run, I"
from my lost and found journal...
*fermented silence cultivates the growth of all of existence*
I will just write until the pictures and smells and tastes and emotions are just flowing out of me with no end in sight.
I want to run forever until my legs give out in the creases of a field of tall sunflowers, towering over my body. I will time my trip so perfectly that when I stop to catch my breath, there will be a clear water creek to my right. I will peel my clothing off and hang them sweetly on the oak tree branch. As I am rolling with the slow patient current, I notice a cove encompassed by the beloved weeping willow. I guide my vessel to the shaded area, touching the tips of the bending whips, gently tugging at one. The air in my lungs keep me afloat, and with each exhale, i sink, with each inhale i rise.... The willow welcomes the touch, and speaks to me in a gentle whisper.
It tells me how nice it is to see me again. Again?
"See, we have been great friends in many lives. Just as a mother or a lover, these communes are not always so obvious, but haven't I given you inspiration? You might remember one lifetime where shared our lives together as wolves... our soul agreement is full and perfect. We, the trees, do not speak, for we do not have voices that create vibrations that hit your ears and your mind translates. No, our voices are subtle and are at the soul level. You must be present to hear us, my dear friend. we are but translators that send out the pulse of the earth's core. My roots are lush and are ecstatic at reunion of our spirits."
This is not hard to understand, and now everything is different. It is effortless in the current of love. Ever cell, every pore are awakened in me and energized at this deeply spiritual commune. I float below the beloved willow and close my eyes,still bobbing up and down. I imagine...
....sinking to the bottom of the creek, passing right through the river stones, pausing to honor the energy and presence of the ancient wisdom they hold. I move on, without my body into the slippery and sleek mud. I sink deeper into the thick muddy earth. I find a root from the beloved's trunk and sink inside it too. My light body replenished and clear, I move further down, riding the root though the layers of our Gaea, feeling the healing force. She welcomes my presence by sending a warm and subtle vibration, like to a cats purr, or a lovers touch to the back. I delight and return my own burst of energy.
Suddenly, I am taken over by a tidal wave of indigo and orange light. I begin to spiral downward, leaving above me an effervescent stream of pink and blue orbs of light energy. Matter turns to pure light and vibrations, and time becomes a distant concept. Still spiraling down, I see the core of the Earth.
Her heart, pulsing with green vibrance. The deep voice, soothing like the low tone of an airy bansuri flute, accompanied by the ethnic vibrations of a didgeridoo. Closer and closer, into infinity. The luminous green heart of the Mother explodes into the galaxy, me still riding this tsunami wave, into the multiverse of all that is. She says,
"this is as it is,
and ever was."
Floating in the timeless clear water creek, bobbing and flowing with the current of the Earth.Running with our souls.
from my lost and found journal...
*fermented silence cultivates the growth of all of existence*
I will just write until the pictures and smells and tastes and emotions are just flowing out of me with no end in sight.I want to run forever until my legs give out in the creases of a field of tall sunflowers, towering over my body. I will time my trip so perfectly that when I stop to catch my breath, there will be a clear water creek to my right. I will peel my clothing off and hang them sweetly on the oak tree branch. As I am rolling with the slow patient current, I notice a cove encompassed by the beloved weeping willow. I guide my vessel to the shaded area, touching the tips of the bending whips, gently tugging at one. The air in my lungs keep me afloat, and with each exhale, i sink, with each inhale i rise.... The willow welcomes the touch, and speaks to me in a gentle whisper.
It tells me how nice it is to see me again. Again?
"See, we have been great friends in many lives. Just as a mother or a lover, these communes are not always so obvious, but haven't I given you inspiration? You might remember one lifetime where shared our lives together as wolves... our soul agreement is full and perfect. We, the trees, do not speak, for we do not have voices that create vibrations that hit your ears and your mind translates. No, our voices are subtle and are at the soul level. You must be present to hear us, my dear friend. we are but translators that send out the pulse of the earth's core. My roots are lush and are ecstatic at reunion of our spirits."
This is not hard to understand, and now everything is different. It is effortless in the current of love. Ever cell, every pore are awakened in me and energized at this deeply spiritual commune. I float below the beloved willow and close my eyes,still bobbing up and down. I imagine...
....sinking to the bottom of the creek, passing right through the river stones, pausing to honor the energy and presence of the ancient wisdom they hold. I move on, without my body into the slippery and sleek mud. I sink deeper into the thick muddy earth. I find a root from the beloved's trunk and sink inside it too. My light body replenished and clear, I move further down, riding the root though the layers of our Gaea, feeling the healing force. She welcomes my presence by sending a warm and subtle vibration, like to a cats purr, or a lovers touch to the back. I delight and return my own burst of energy.
Suddenly, I am taken over by a tidal wave of indigo and orange light. I begin to spiral downward, leaving above me an effervescent stream of pink and blue orbs of light energy. Matter turns to pure light and vibrations, and time becomes a distant concept. Still spiraling down, I see the core of the Earth.
Her heart, pulsing with green vibrance. The deep voice, soothing like the low tone of an airy bansuri flute, accompanied by the ethnic vibrations of a didgeridoo. Closer and closer, into infinity. The luminous green heart of the Mother explodes into the galaxy, me still riding this tsunami wave, into the multiverse of all that is. She says,
"this is as it is,
and ever was."
Floating in the timeless clear water creek, bobbing and flowing with the current of the Earth.Running with our souls.
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