Thursday, March 5, 2009

Knowingness

Coming into knowingness begins with simply knowing that you exist. Think about what it means to exist. If you believe that things happen for a reason, that things are meant to be, then you are touching on the knowingness. You exist for a reason and you always will exist. Since there is no time but the Now, then you always will exist. Exist in this now moment and feel the knowingness pulse through you. That is what being here now is about... Knowing without a doubt that you are here for a reason, that you exist and always will, allows you to also know that you are worthy of unconditional love. Forget about hoping for something to change... KNOW that things are about to change. And they will... All that Is has no beginning, has no end, it just is. You are a part of an ecstatic, ineffable something.

Another thing that I find coming up over and over within myself is the self-worth issue and also the outer appearance. The two go hand in hand. They are fully linked inside of me. I have changed so much so fast within the last few years of my life, and I find in my interactions that people do not believe the ‘new’ me. They seem to think I am not being my true self. That because my changing was so accelerated, it must be fake.