And so it is.

I am increasingly aware of energies, and my feelings of being an empath have spiked within the last couple of days. Just last night, my companion and I went to Wal-mart for some dinner and a movie to rent. The moment I walked in, I felt lost. I felt the pain of the people that wandered the isles. I literally walked around the produce isle with tears in my eyes. I looked at all the produce that was over (or under) sized, and wept about the growing issues in the food industry; about the ignorance of the corporations and the American public to allow such food into their bodies. I know that I need to allow others to have their own reality, and I need to focus on creating mine the way I prefer. I am working on a research paper, and chose the topic of genetically modified foods. If it is not obvious, I will make the point that I highly disagree with the creation of GMO’s and also the growing risks that it will eventually contaminate every organic farm over time. We will no longer have natural food, and we may just send ourselves into the depths of the earth to mutate and evolve into beings with no feeling, like the Greys. I can see this as a possibility on this earth, in this parallel universe. I am shifting back and forth between one that will rise and enter the new age, and one that will fall and destroy itself. Right now, with that statement out in the open, I vow to be in the world that the new age dawns, and we are saved from ourselves. That we all awaken to the truth of reality, that its all a dream. That we take on the role of the shamans, and we become midwives for our mother earth to shift into a higher realm. It’s almost like she is preparing to conceive. If the egg (us) is right then she can conceive and birth into the new reality. If we are not prepared, she will simply wash us away like a menstrual cycle, and begin again with the next egg (in 25,000 years- according to the mayan calendar).

So with all that said, I am going to move into a more positive direction. I am going to channel my higher self and create a reality that is more in vibration to the one I desire. I AM. I am healthy. I am surrounded by beautiful people that share my vision of the collective reality. I am so grateful for the opportunities I have experienced this year, from Reiki to Ricky and Karen, to the Journey Through the Chakras event. I am helping to facilitate this new age through gatherings and awareness. I am working toward supporting myself through energy healing and crafts. I am going to fulfill my vision of building an earthship within the next two years. I love myself as I am perfect right now. There is no other time for me to be. I embrace the coming of the ET’s and I am my true self this very moment. I see the world that John Lennon envisioned. Earthlings are turning everything around right now. We are no longer going to create the same government. I send healing energy to all of my actions that are not in vibration with the new natural world. My car, the house, caffeine/cooked food addiction. I am well on my way to sustainability and being the change I wish to see in the world. I am confident because I know who I really am. I don’t mind if I am judged, and in fact I embrace anything that might not be in my visions. I will be grateful for any situation because I know it is meant to be. It can only help me in my experience. I will not bypass the human aspects of life and enter straight into the Spirit realm of Love and Light. I will balance both, through my love, trust and compassion. I only eat the best foods to my ability. I cleanse myself from those addictions and urges. Upon recognizing a habit or unhealthy craving, I will move through it with grace, and substitute it for something that will benefit the function of my body. I love every being on this planet (and beyond). I send my approval to them for being who they are right now. You are perfect as you are. We will grow together and it will all weave itself together in the most beautiful tapestry of light. And so it is.